saythatyou_love me;;

● only we know ●

2008-10-19T22:22:00.002+11:00

if it wasnt right and it didnt feel right and it didnt get along right

then it wasnt meant to be.

if what resulted isnt right and nothing like you expected or wanted

then it wasnt meant to be.

you know when you have this crack going through a glass and for a while the slight crack doesnt do much. but at first you test the glass out,, seeing if anything will happen - carefully and consciously.. but when you think its safe you keep using that glass for a while being well aware of the risks of what may soon come..it ends up sooon getting bigger as time goes..or it just one day shatters to a million pieces when you least expect it. yet you are the one who took the risk of using that glass and making it worse..when really you should have gotten rid of it before the extremeties...so who is there to blame but you? its relli metaphoric with relationships that just werent meant to be.

this is one of those things that i wish i didnt regret. but i know its one of the most stupid decisions i made in life and guess what? it wasnt my fault it started or ended.

pathoamorous.

2008-10-08T19:48:00.002+11:00

i don't know why but whenever i use the word

pathoamorous it makes me feel so sentimental (= the word itself evokes that sense of inconsolobility..and just incase you're wondering wtf that word means or try to look it up in the dictionary ..you'll never find it.

sigh....there are just those days you feel down for no reason. like today. or those days where youre just on top of everything... like yesterday (=. but then again it was cos it was a tuesday yesterday~. i like tuesdays. had a fun train trip to central with nick ..standing the whole way carrying 3 fat ass library books and 2 textbooks.. then jigging my first two maths classes and learning about stagflation instead (it is so not important!)

enjoyed my macro tute cos i learnt...nothing XD guessing all the quiz answers...then heading off to chem prac! woot! did it in threes instead of twos and stuffed the experiment but its all good. i think i spoke the whole three hrs with kay. now tuesdays are the days i dont have tutoring cos i get home late (A) lovin it`. but alas i was chatting on msn till 1am =O

today. i woke up. shoved a cap on and went to macro. bought a visual arts diary (cos i like plain white paper...) listened through macro and made notes. then left uni without thinking twice. got home. dled movies for bro . played piano and slept....till now daahahahha... its 8:05 now. i wish it were holidays agen for alas...i hav a minimum of 2 quizes per week leading up to exams..i shud start studying now..go away to anyone who thinks hsc is important cos we all noe its incomparable to uni exams =S

i forking love piano. cept my piano is out of tune it sounds gay..tis effective in relieving stress or expressing le happiness. oh snaps i need a pedal for my keyboard *

as for holidays. i enjoyed my one week. i am even more lagged in sleeping now..but i dont think there was a day i stayed at home doing nothing ^_^ take me back to it T________T

anyways this was the most blabbering post ever so im gonna go wait to watch HOUSE ♥

gastrooesophagulreflux.

2008-09-24T12:56:00.002+10:00

im dying. metaphorically and literally or so it feels...
in desperate need of a proper nights sleep and a new brain please
its 1pm right now and ive only written 300 words of a 1500 word essay and personally i hate what ive written ~ so much easier to discuss these issues out loud rather than writing them down. sighhhh

not to mention i have a chem quiz tomorrow that i havent studied for and im suppose to finish accounting report tonight and distribute it to everyone so we can practise the presentation tomorrow for friday .. how cool is that 8-

so i wish to stay longer but if i want to watch new seasons of house tonight i must finish this before my bro gets home =P

oh and kudos to haydn who actually makes economics sound fun and interesting..more like the complication of a movie. AND HELLO TO THE 15TH OF NOVEMBER BABY. 3 and a half month holidai..freedom calls me =)

insomniacck

2008-07-27T23:53:00.003+10:00

haydn reminded me of my blog again !!

got home at 10 past 2 this morning ... i think.

what a night/morning.

uni starts again tomorrow and I was at one time looking forward to it until i started to read the course outlines and started putting important dates on my calender...

i officially hate mondays tuesdays wednesdays thursdays and fridays...oops i just mentioned all the days =O totally unintentional...no more freedom.

its nearly midnight and i cbf to sleep..despite the fact i need to wake up and drive early cos i hav no other time to practise. yeh...cant believe im driving +_+ at least ill be ubber safe wen i drive now rite?

elizabeth the golden age sucks == stopped watchin it halfway cos it was relli relli boring.

it sucks as much as this sucky weather. though i w went out wearin shorts todai. not too cold...i wish itd stop raining...i dont like carrying around an umbrella and the windscreenwipers scare the crap out of me everytime it swipes grrr

12:12 rite now. 28th of july. 4 more days and its the last month of winter..i dont noe why but wenever i get to august it seems like the whole year has gone by . the remaining months alwais go by so quickly. gahh what a random useless post. literally thinking out loud

i need to print my timetable.

as time goes by.

2008-07-18T23:48:00.002+10:00

wow it seriously has felt like a year since the last blogging...but it hasnt even been a month yet =] . its holidays right now !!~ well i only have a week left and by far these holidais have been the most bludgiest - not - useless holidays ive ever had. i have no acomplished anything at all! my goodness i dont even think ive done the dishes more than five times either... hehe ... all in all i have been working. and spending at the same rate too .. <_<

ive been tryin to fall asleep for two hours now. clearly ive given up and hav resorted to the macbook for entertainment. i was going to watch elizabeth the golden age but some randomness directed me to my abandoned blog.

i just read my side profile .. haha .. funny funny...weekends r horrible . ergh. ive long forgotten house. ayers rock schmares rock - i heard ull die dried and dehydrated to death going near the damn mass unless u carry gallons of water haha and wat else...i still love my cybershot...accounting and micro were the most hideous things ever...bio..man...yuck all the results r out and not happy jan - ull be glad to noe that i will never repeat my mistakes ever agen. watch me eliminate all my pass subjects nxt sem .

i really want summer to come. and i really want to drive.

holidaysssss

2008-06-29T23:39:00.003+10:00

hahah

i wrote this on the 8th of april in the first few weeks of semester

"....and to the guy wearin a striped long sleeve shirt today in math1002 who sat near the front in the middle YOU ARE SO DAMN GORGEOUS =D."

who would have ever known id end up even talkin to him out of those 1000s of ppl in that lecture hall..and who would have ever known hed end up being my bf =_ =;

baby baby (8)

2008-04-13T20:39:00.002+10:00

on break till 8 45 =]

my goodness. i am so good at effectively wasting time....wed arvo..thurs...fridai..didnt use any of those days to study/work and now its sunday evening and im trying to CRAM!!

i just checked my calender and im not free until june..but thats only cos our exam timetables arent out for june yet =[

i am so not looking forward to this weeks maths,bio,accounting exam :'(

rain rain go away

2008-04-08T22:20:00.002+10:00

brilliant. i should be cramming biology right now but truthfully i dont know what to study! well im hoping i didn't forget any previous lecture info .. most likely i did. cos its so confusing and you know bio .. 110% memorising theory ..heeeheee...so im onli going to study microbes. which honestly i suck...you know im small and all.. so why should i pay attention to anything smaller than me .. pfttt...and i really think the biology textbook is useless!! its just heavy. prac for tomolo looks crazy! those three hours really do fly ... =_= OKAY IM GOING TO PRINT MY NOTES...nonexistant ones..

yay im wasting time agen =D . i think ive done my prep for maths. and to the guy wearin a striped long sleeve shirt today in math1002 who sat near the front in the middle YOU ARE SO DAMN GORGEOUS =D. nahahaha.

gommy you are noobshit. stop callin me everytime i go to the toilet damnit. you freakin pervet.

please dont stop the music.

2008-04-06T09:23:00.003+10:00

yipee its the weekend. well the last day of the weekend >_<

and daylights savinggg hass given me a wonderful HOUR to sleep in ..

yeh yeh i know we lose sleep at night but meh! i sleep late anyway

last week was so busy funny and tiring !!

running low on sleep and catching up on work which im still behind on.

mainly maths and accounting and a bit of micro

i loved my bio lecturer last week!! i woke up and got to school on the tuesdai mornin and dreaded the fact that i had to stay awake in bio due to the lecturer not puttin up slides ,,but alas it made me pay attention and make notes and i loved the topic for the week so it relli stuck in my head =]

met with jess (L) to sign up for dancing hahahaha .. caught her crossing the road and walked to the centre.........haha....we saw the lady at the desk tell these other girls to fill out the forms so we just followed and took the forms and found our course and filled it out, got changed, prepared our money and went to the desk......then the lady tells us the class has just been cancelled..ownage much? we had nothing more to say and laughed our heads off till we got out of the centre. so decided to eat dinner and walked to broadway - still laughing and random jokes and payouts...wearin trackies and balletflats..odd combo. after eating we TRIED to get out of the centre but hahah .. it was late i guess and the esculators were locked so we went down the elevators and all the doors had been locked!! so we tried goin up agen but the elevators onli came down... and didnt go up. but this random guy found the back door i think it was the fire exit and we went out that way lol lol . it was slightli creepy while it lasted

anyhowsssssss. fridai. woke up happy that i got to go to uni at 940 . thought rong. i got on the train and thought ... i wonder wher haydn is ... then i was like hmm class starts at 11 wonder if i should get off at central or redfern (SHIT I JUST PRESSED SUMFIN AND THE SCREEN TURNED OFF...still a noob mac user) anyways. then it got to me that 11 is maths and danny doesnt do maths.......so i msged him askin if i had micro and if it was perhaps at 10.....hahaaha owned by myself. so i was on the 9 40 train wen class started at 10. got to redfern at 10 25 and ran to merewether and up 3 levels in less than 3 mins. i told u im still fast and fit =D. ANYHOWS...continuin on .. the tute guy is pathetic. he was onli up to question 3 wen i got in and he was explainin all the rong answers o_0. so i asked the guy next to me if he had marked the roll and he says "no its not compulsory to come to this class.he doesnt mark the roll" ..................................z.o.m.g.

i have the biggest urge to go plai the piano. my wonderful beloved. i have neglected thee too much these dais . oh and i just installed xp onto this mac... wat is ther on xp that mac doesnt have???? did i install it for nuffin.... =.=?

s k i m

2008-03-26T15:14:00.002+11:00

yay ~ guess who got a new black macbook =D?

ahaha.. finalli on the net for LONGER THAN FIVE MINUTES

been wonderin around on this mac im relli sleepi

so ive resorted to typing in bed... i love my appple.

newais i feel bedsick.

so tootaloo

membranes.

2008-03-17T18:51:00.002+11:00

I CANT FREAKIN WAIT TILL FRIDAY.
NO BLOODY UNI FOR A WEEK - gotta spend the break catchin up on
the hideous amount of work ive managed to lag in jsut 3 weeks.

went to uni at 12 40 todaii.. skipped my first lecture cos my mum sed i didnt have to go cos i was too sick T_T. the freakin carlo line is freakin hole.. delayed by 10mins so i had to get off and walk from redern nd walkin through redfern is still scary +_+

went to uni for 1hr math tutorial .. boring as usual. did nothing as per usual cept the whole class was sick so the whole lesson was made up of different ppl coughin in different pitches lol ..

mm i love chocolate ecclairs and profiteroles and my mum (L)
dont ask y i blogged to say this. i dont wan tto do my accounting hw >=[
BOSCH TOMOLO!

exhausted

2008-03-16T19:01:00.002+11:00

man i hate being sick. i dont noe how i got sick either. it just happened.
i guess its cos of all the earli cold mornings and the bloody airconditioners and the fact i dont get much sleep inc the load of uni work thas piled up grr

usually i would be able to state every part of me thas sick usin medical jargon but thers too many to list this time. THERS NO TIME TO BE SICK DAMNIT. i feel shattttt.. i just want to bury myself in the ground for a week and sleeeeep..try to anyway. not at this rate wher im findin it hard to breathe ergh. so lightheaded.

uni last week wasnt toooo bad. i hate microecon. i dont pay attention in it and the tutor is weerd and the onli reason i can sit ther for 2hrs nd the hr in tute is cos of danny oppa . we dont do ne work nd feast on the random lollies i bring=o=

im at uni from 11-3 tomolo wen i onli have 2 classes grr . . maths and maths. im gonna sleep durin my 2hr break =[ at least thers no uni next week..time to catch up on work alreadi .. okai i have like nuffin to say . i jsut want to kill time cos i cbb to do maths hw grr

i miss all you cumbo-dians. (L)

footsteps.

2008-03-09T19:20:00.002+11:00

aww man i love the songs that i love =.= that so doesnt make sense.. LOL but ive noticed that the songs i alwais fall in love with have sad lyrics =[ its always about someone leaving haha --i do love happy songs and i do get obssessed with them ie listen to it 24/7 but its always the sad ones that stay as a permanent obsession teeheeheee ..well thers more emotion the singer puts into it and the melody is alwais so .. heartfelt. o_0

another week of uni starts tomorrow and im alreadi waitin for the weekend!! least this week i get to meet ppl in my tutes =] .. but geez gotta do all my hw all nite agen T^T its endless.. ~

..처음부터 너란 존재는 내게 없었어 .

"_if.."

2008-03-07T15:43:00.002+11:00

FINALLY the weekend has come -- not time to rest..but time to catch up on stupid accounting hw.. its hideous =[ 1 chapter seems equivalent to nearly a whole textbook for another subject!! and its hard to rote learn this stuff . actually didnt mind the maths lecture today though =] BUTT (intentional double t) the seats r awful !!

so.. tried to sleep in but ended up waking up early and ate breakfast sitting down this time ^^ slowly trekked it to station and got ther early to catch the 940 train =O ..and for once redfern didnt have any of those path side people who scare me =[ --just finished tutoring =D -- got to uni, read the notes and went into class .. briefly examined the lecturers hair/baldness with karen =] all the science/maths related ppl r weerd... will i turn out like that o_0?

mm finished and bused it to central nd met up with "my wangjanim" for the first time in nearly 6 months =O. trained it to epping with him and was suppose to get ther by 2 for bro comin bak from duke of ed BUT i was earli haha so after much consideration i decided to go sit in a cafe by myself and eat nd read waitin til it was 2 but wen i got into cafe..guess who i see 0_0 my bro and his campin mates +_+

i felt the urge to recount my day but noticed how boring it is for ppl to be readin it HAHA . so lets talk .. KOREA. the dmnk and trsk . i was readin a time magazine i bought yesterdai (and got ripped off) at the station and even though the north koreans rnt a frendli lot i couldnt help but feel some patriotism towards korea as a whole - without dividin the land into north and south. i personally do find kimjongil an asshole and his father equally ass-ish but i felt it disturbin that the place i was from was being constantly insulted. the article of course was one bout the us orchestra or sumf performin in nkorea and the media finding this as an opportunity to examine and scrutinise the ghastly nation which from the reporters verdict is THE most barbaric regime on the planet. but shouldnt we be blaming the things that made the country like that? the paranoia, the fight for power, the hatred - passed on frm generation to generation..it arose from something didnt it..sif they were like that from the start. anyways. i feel sorri for the unlucky ones trapped in such terrible conditions but i wish the media wouldnt inflate things or attack a nation through bias attention. haha okai that was my 2min of rambling .. i still havent read the 4pg article on north korea and the followin 1 pg article on the newly elect south korean president. haha and i wont start on my mixed opnions towards the 05 stem cell scam in south korea that was mentioned and given as an example of an unfair experiment (i cant remmeber the fancy word for that..) durin bio lecture and we were told that the southkorean incident was the worst of its case +_+ ..embarassment to the country .. but then i read the behind stories to it....freakin media

ANYHOWS wat a useless post this was.. im gonna go eat. hmf.

cameras.

2008-03-06T21:04:00.002+11:00

haha dude ... first week goin to city everyday and so far ive been very successful in attracting on-air cameras lol?? this time it was triple jjj but luckily avoided them by going into a newsagency =_+ but im sure youll see me walk past a few times lol?? and im hoping i got edited out of the sunrise one .. or that the news was too crap to make it onto the news .. BUT I SO REGRET NOT TAKIN A FOTO WITH THE REPORTER COS HE WAS SO GOODLOOOKIN awww and wen he put his hand in front of my face to stop me gettin hit by the camera ahh <3<3<3.. y cant uni hav hotilicious guys.. so far ive sat next to girls in all my lectures +_+ cept john and two other randoms but theyre .. randoms.

im so rambling to myself rite now... uni todai was alrite -- alreadi have a bio assignment (very similar to a highschool one) and first math1001 lecture was alrite cos i had read the notes b4 i went to class =D and i love the lecturers accent!! .. it was so hot todai but lectures r so COLD!! .. got home at 1 15 and slept at 2 ..i mustve been dead tired cos i went into the deepest sleep straight away nd ditn wake up till mum woke me cos i had to tutor >_< felt so good !! to sleep comfortabley for the first time this week =]

hmm im sorta glad im doin maths though .. despite the fact its so damn hard +_+ .. it means ill do the maths PROPERLI this time round unlike highschool..really lost with some of the new subjects though and bio is .. disappointing really .. but the onli part i like about the work content compared to high school is that this time itll benefit my future and its much more challenging and classes r short nd i have variety this time -- no english, some commerce maths nd science =] perfect mixture for a prosperous future!!

oh and an advantage of being short? i can cut bus lines without neone noticing =D onli 1hr lecture tomolo .. sleeping in ~ woot!

S U N R I S E

2008-03-05T15:58:00.002+11:00

haha had a funny morning today which i wont recount till another time cos id go on for ages and i need to study =D

high school and university -- literally NEED to study EVERYDAY not to stay ahead but to keep up .. and they were rite wen they expected 12hrs of study per 6CP each week .. which means at LEAST 48rhs of study off campus to have "average" grades .. its so troo.. studyin just keeps me average.. how much do u study to be above average T_T?

heeheehee funni that -- im selective of who i sit next to in tutors and lectures (pretti unsuccessful..sit wher thers a seat.).. two categories - smart or goodlooking (for girls nd guys) but so far .. as i learnt from todais tutorial .. ur appearance does not reflect ur intelligence +_+ i think i answered all the maths questions for the chick next to me ..

and whoever sed uni is open with guys .. pshh i havent seen neone goodlooking let alone neone krn within 5metres of wher i sit . hmf =[ cept danny oppa TEEEHEEHEEHEE oh and i HATE how uni is linked with the net .. its so hard to keep up .. hmm and bus rides r horrifyin in the arvo .. yesterdai 4 buses went past cos it was packed nd wen i DID get on one i was standing squished between bodies and literally flying about cos the drivers r CRAZY. brakin so violentli and merging into traffic without lookin if a cars comin.. yuck. so many complaints about uni .. and i guess the onli advantage of it is the fact u get to talk to alot of new ppl but its relli hard to find someone doin more than 1 same subject as u >_<

anyways im off to do hw =] BYEBYES xxoo

Happy 18th (late to Kev) and Richard =]

day 1

2008-03-03T20:41:00.002+11:00

okay so its been a while since ive blogged i think .. and since then lots has happened/not happened but all i recall is my GORGEOUS date with NIYATI =] ahh i love elmo .. then hmm o-week which was cool lol.. jerry u shuck. tom is better. MUCH better

so from o-week i got the impression that uni would be exciting and productive but after my first day ive come to a conclusion that its daunting and boring and requires stacks of commitmentt... 48hrs a week self study .. uhh..?..works harder.. mUCH harder and feels like hsc over agen.. but then again i onli had one lecture todai - math1002 - which was useless +_+ started late, finished earli (loved that part) but i found myself constantli lookin at the clock .. scribbling all over johns paper..and discussin with him how fascinating the lecture theatre was and imagined - but failed - vivek teachin with all this hi-tech stuff lol. my light just flickered...

anyhows ive spent 45mins tryin to change this skin and settled with something RELLI simple .. mebbe too simple and tedious but im lookin at my maths readings nd gahh.. i should get off!!

its snowing =O

2008-02-13T23:02:00.002+11:00

im so bored tonight =[ haha had a very funny evening yesterday though with the random webcam-ing el oh el

yucky weather today =[ i hate rain ~ . woke up so earli to get to city earli and then spent most of my morning tryin to eavesdrop on ppl to hear the sorry speech, sitting on top of a table in meditation position whilst pretending to read a blank sheet of paper +_+.. haha but the wait was worth the rest of the day lol . and i cant b btohred to elaborate. bloggin is boring too now XD.

naps r cool. esp wen they last the whole nite =)

i heart niyati.

2008-02-12T21:08:00.000+11:00

FIRSTLY i love niyati chaukra ~ gawww u always make me happy lol
and ur ankle pics LOL <3

anyways this is first time blogging in a while.. and yes as of last night i have my internet/phone/room back and my room is so pretti now ^^
and my hair is no longer jet black and my fringe doesnt cover my whole face nemore lol..yeh mustve gotten pretti annoyin for my mum to look at =D . i love new things !!

well i really have nothing to write cos i just opened this out of the random bloos =.=;; i really adore my piano! okai. thas it . i relli am lost for words.. so bye?

i<3yb.

lol

2008-01-09T11:26:00.000+11:00

darvittt!! my net was being a prince charming last night =O dled 2gb in less than 3 hrs =[ ..shouldve left more to dl overnight cos now dls wont even START.
sighsighsigh.

anyhows. lars is a legend. alice abandoned me and

SORRY TO KEVIN who demanded a public apology but now
RICHARD ND KEV R DOGS. >=] . were square now.

nothing more to say cos i suck at english therefore find it hard to bullshit =D

dont touch me.

2008-01-07T12:44:00.000+11:00

yay ive finally abandoned msnspace and came back to blogger =]
changed the layout but i cant b bothered to customise it and decorate it
with my phat face. *silence* yeh so i should really put the credits back on before the person who made this layout comes after me with a sledgehammer keke. doubt ill do it though. ill hurry up and make a PRETTY layout with YOUR PRETTY faces.

7 days into the new year already and boy ive been bumming like a bum XD i guess i should recount my awesomely-somewhat-eventful year--SO FAR.

o1o1o8 - 12:10am after watching the fireworks and drinks (lots of food), we went outside and played with sparklers which was amusing whilst it lasted. i have no idea when i fell asleep cos my phone was being spammed by newyrs msgs at hideous hours of the morning...XD THEN woke up ubber early to get ready to go out with family friends to fagan park (?) i swear that place is gorgeous !! took stax of photos and ate lots and even slept for an hour or so on the benches but came back as red as a beetroot =[

o2o1o8 - slept in.. and pretty much did nothing all day because i had moved all my outings and work to another day cos i thought i was suppose to meet up with some people but stupidly got the dates mixed up. looked at uni preferences all night and talked with the almightly ALICE ZHU who returned to her fortress across from me. got freaked out at the possibility that cut-offs were gonna rise nd so decided to go to usyd open day...

o3o1o8 - woke up early and trained it to redfern nd walked to usyd with haydn, alice, kusha, lars and eddy who got off at auburn or sumf. first lecture was suppose to be exercise sport science/nutrition but ended up in physiotherapy lol..had some asians...rite alice?. OH AND SAW MR GORRIE and his wife and andrew =]] then went to ask ppl bout stuff and then stuff and blahblah..oh and i followed someone who looked liek alice but wen she turned around it wasnt...teeheee;;; then got bored till the next lecture so sat under the JACARANDA tree. well near it . and talked for ages till haydn turned up and then blahblahblah saw podger! more blahblahblah and then after went to broadway, ate, chitchatted, SHOPPED for haydns clothes lol. thenn it was just about time to watch i am legend. thought it was pathetic. the production and the acting was alrite but such a big disappointment with the story line grr.. newais. got back to redfern with the help of alice nd i (though we vaguely remembered the way) and then abruptly caught the train to clyde and with our luck it was the train that connected to carlo!! .. got off at clyde and ran for our lives to catch the carlo one thennnnnnnnnn. went home. ate. went to c.court and saw the unsw crew zennn went home and slept =D

o4o1o8 - dont recall what i did =_+

o5o1o8 - tutored the funniest lil girl maths hahah XD then went shopping and bought a diary cos i just cant seem to be organised without one. zeennn had driving and it was pourin cats and dogs. BUT I THINK I IMPROVED =D (its about time too) hmm then went out for dinner and came home nd slept

o6o1o8 - church in the mornin then went to c.court for coffee =.= from cookieman donutking and starbucks. wanted to see which tasted nicer (A) got home nd... read cartoons =D =D thn went to blacktown nd eastwood. zomg blacktown is so bloody hottttt!!!!

o7o1o8 - slept in =.= and so far thas all ive done.

infliction.

2007-12-10T22:02:00.000+11:00

soo havent been on the internet for a WHILE. gg sarah kim =]
the nelson bay folks are back and so i decided to visit downstairs for the first time in a month or so as the internet after the appalling thunderstorms last week ruined something so the internet only works on my computer which i abandoned ages ago. plus thers no sound on this computer.

lots been up. baked over 50 cookies. -> fairy wands and gingerbread men and chocolate stuff blahblah. sorry thas the only recent thing i remember.. i must say i exhausted myself out EVERYDAY this week. last week. havent been home a full day. most importantly -- got my wisdom tooth taken out. effing hell. ive never seen my face that bloated before and if ever any of you say "oh im so bloated today" kiss my ass dudes. u havent seen bloated till uve been injected with anesthetics in ur mouth and had ur gums ripped open more than 2cms and ur tooth yanked out. as anticipated by mum it took a while for the bleedin to stop - my big sis was chewin on steak the next day whilst i STILL cant open my mouth or talk properli.. and it took over 4days for the bleeding to stop =.= and i have a bruised cheek and its still bloated .. oh and gotta get the stitches out..

ENOUGH OF THE TEETH TALK. lolll i got my eyes chekced in 2yrs today and the optometrist lady is like lets see what the hsc did to you. lol i had perfect vision 2 yrs ago and now i have an astigmatism in my left eye i think. yeh das rite. yall look blurry to me at first o_0.;; why is my tone so rude in this blog. geez temper. oh i know why -- bloody msgs past 12am these days -not mentioning any names - whats with the odd presumption id be awake at those hours ............... hahaha sorry to haydn specifically. lol.

why is this title infliction.. OH rite. my left hand sooo funni.. okay i was doin sumfin with sumfin sharp nd then i cut the part of the skin b4 it hits the thumbnail.. cuticle area/?? yeh nd then it turned white nd im like meh dry skin then i did same thing to my middle finger and im like ehh EHH WATT *drips blood* and then worked out it got my capillaries =D so i chekced my thumb nd it had alreadi made a puddle lol (this is so gross ) yeh so my thumb nd rude finger were both yankin out blood.. explains the dizziness. nehows then 2dais later i burnt my second finger..pointer? index? on a 200deg oven =D now another 2dais later ie todai. the car dooor shut into my middle finger. badly grazed nd bruised. talk about ouch.......... ahha

anyways i just recited what im doin the rest of the month to gommy so i dont feel like interneting nemore and sorry to those many ppl whove msged me on msn but i cbb to reply T^T im not use to msn nemore =.=

so goodbye. till i can b btohred to walk down to the comptuer agen.

90 minutes in heaven..

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right in front of me i see a book that says 90 minutes in heaven =]
muhahaha..the la galaxy and sydney fc game was funni~
beckham is hawt !!! - the guy who got the red card - stupid much?

anyhows im very busy today ~ not cos im going out but i have
stacks to do .. now that ive found stuff to do i have to go away on schoolies

no offense but im not lookin forward to it much cos i had to sacrifice so many
things for it .. and now i have to wait till january to finish my doll
lol -- yu guys have to see these cotton dolls im makin HAHAH its GORGEOUS
one of my sisters students mum taught me and geez T_T its hard.

anyhows despite the fact that i havent ritten much .. no point actualli startin a blog.. i must go and fold the laundry =[

i miss le alice fat ass.

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